I remember when
My head hit the door,
As I sat against it and
Cried all night on the dusty floor.

Yearning for
All the luscious green grass
On the other side
Starving to lay
My inhibitions untied.

In a garden of lust
by each tear of my past
My eyes dying to grab it all
A field so boundless
A dream so vast

I cry still
For I can’t stay.